I was thinking recently about how much I love to talk about certain things that happen in my life. In fact, the reason for the IKG is because I chose to begin opening up to people. For many years I would close up my feelings towards things. Up until a few years ago I always wondered why I was so on edge. It would seem like I had things together but that was simply surface level. When I started podding heavily, that’s when I began to realize how much I was so blah. I guess that’s really the only word I can use to explain it. Blah.